Tuesday, May 16, 2006
dearies...im supposed to go fer ma i.s elective events management proj meeet up..nite cycling..so we are to cycle from ecp to changi then to ecp but ma mam realli tot i was jokin la..she said," wher got do proj late at nite??".. sigh.. so much so of bein 22 years old but still bein control as if im 12...what can i do??im givin up da opportunity to lose ma freakin fats...
i think fats are like havin a pyscho bf..hehe..i decided on this theory because ma ex is pyscho who wldn let go off me,hiding n lurkin at me...how much i try to run or hide, im still freakin trap la...wth!!!!
so, todae no i.s class..can slp more..hehe..wakes up wit ma mam cookin mee goreng fer me fer breakfast, choose the rite clothes to wear,take a longer shower, laugh n play wit da boys n say gd byes to da boys, read ma book in da train n walk slowly to ma werk place....boss ask me to wear a pretty dress fer him cause he wants to see da cutting,chng to ma uni, laugh wit kak rose bout a joke, combin ma hair wit ma fingers suddenly saw a very familiar face...
it was him..im like wth???why is he here???so he went in ma shop wit her n look arnd da shop,she is like goin thru da clothes wit an attitude cmon-wher-is da-nice-clothes-face or shld i say i-have-da-money-to-spend-look face n thinks we owe her la..so he decided to freakin introduce me her to me but she walks away not even a smile to at least show me oh,' i freakin see u, dun worry..' but del again bein a very understandin gerl says 'its ok,its ok' to him..
even ma boss n collegue saw how arrogant she is la..freakin listen here, i werk in service line fer freakin more than 7 years, i noe wat kind of ppl are ther cause i seen like ALOT!!! we dun freakin owe her anything la..smile! maybe i wld serve her like a queen..i can even tell wats size she is wearin n wat type of cuttin suits her la..but too bad a smile wld cause ppl who r rich like her to be poor i guess....but yet again maybe ma clothes are too expensive fer her..heh
best part is, wen he tolds me she needs a dress, i directed him to tell her to go topshop, maybe they haf cheaper range than wat i haf...god!!! i wonder wat he see in her..but its between her n him.. i dun wan to get involved..
jus a reminder darlin, respect need to earn..hhow to earn it from a service line gerl like me??simple!!! a smile.. try ma trick sumwher else i bet u, ppl wld be flockin to u...or remember a smile from sumone will make a dif in someone else's life..esp. me..
before i realli land myself in trouble( u see, im not tat well to do so i doin ma best not to offend anyone before i get sue!!) let me clear da air..
u haf ure flaws, i understand...
as for me,i freakin paranoid bout it..i kept thinkin bout it too..no offence nothin bout tat incident, i jus scared i will turn to be like tat...sigh..hehe..im ok..maybe old memories rushin back to me...its fading i can see tat..i realli thank god fer tat...cant wait!
went hm wit kak rose n take train at somerset wher she make some corny n lame jokes..she makes me lose ma glamour la..but i do realli enjoy maself..wat a great laugh..
now i miss da cute guy on da train i saw da other dae...god... how i wish i can see him again la..im gonna be a big dreamer like katie holmes ..maybe he come from sumwher n sweep me off ma feet..hahha
**del dreamin**
hhAHA
till then ma dearies...tml gonna be a better dae..insya'allah
One day I'll fly away, leave all this to yesterday.
9:38 AM
Monday, May 15, 2006
hehe..alas ma own blospot...
del's own blogspot...
u see, del got influenced by da brats who too, had a new addiction to this bloggie thingy...
i wanna join da fun...
hehe..
sounds super juvenile..dun bloody blame me...
i jus loves to haf fun...
One day I'll fly away, leave all this to yesterday.
7:27 AM
